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Wednesday, May 13, 2009

6 tahun dulu..Ini kesahnyee..#2

tiap2 mlm kitorng bergebang..ade jek die nk sakitkan ati aku..haha
die mmg lucu..mak aku smpai leh dengar aku gelak2 sakan..
ye la..lawak bodo die kalo da kuar..mmg tak hengat..
dlm die sedih2 tu pun..die ade mase wat org lain gelak..sian die..
aku tau mase tu die dlm usaha utk melupakan ex gf die..
die salu ckp "sye happy bile bual ngn awak..tntu awak skit ati,saye salu sakat awak"..
haha..die mmg suke sakat aku..ade jek..kutuk habis2 punye..smpai aku da takde idea nak balas balik..
mase tu supersaver rm1 dr kul 12 smpai 8pg..
mmg cam gile la aku jdnye..tak tido..
mcm tak keje jekkkk...adoii..bulan puase lebih2 lagi..hurmm

tak lame pastu,aku bkwn btul2 ngn die..wahhhhh...sume org tau mase nih..
smpai mak aku pun tau..die ada jnji sesuatu dengan aku..smpai akk aku menangis dengar aku cerita..
die still tatau aku suke die..huhu..aku jd teman bual2 die..mase tu aku sgt berharap..aku jd alpa..

1 ari,aku tpn die..ntah knp aku tergerak nk call waktu siang..die tak angkat..
aku sgt pelik..aku call lg..aku tnye "kat mane?" die ckp, "keje" aku tau die tipu..sbb tak dengar bunyi bising..
then die diam..dah pulakkk..aku tnye knp.die tak jwb..aku suda baran daa...
die jwb.. "awak,org nk mintak maaf".. pulak dahh..nih knp nih aku tnye..
die ckp "org dah tipu awak.." fuhhhhhhhh..mase tu..Tuhan jek yg tau..
"tipu ape?" die gegel2 jwb,
"saye tak leh lupe exgf saye"
laaaaaaaa..itu ke??aku selamba jwb "ilek laaa...dah2..jgn sedey2.."
adoi..mase tu aku tatau nk kate ape..rupenye die tak keje..die buntu..grrrrr..tipu aku lagi ckp g keje..

seriously,aku tak marah mase tu..aku tau ape yg die rase..aku penah rase ape yg die rase..die dah kapel ngn exgf die 7 taun beb..lame tu..kalo wat anak,dah leh buat team futsal..gege.
aku pulak kapel 4 taun jek..tapi..cukup menyiat2 tangkai hati aku..mase tu aku da jumpe TRUE love aku..tau2 putus plak.(wahh..tibe2 lak teringat didi..hihi..aku ok ye kwn2...)
mlm tu aku call lgi..die tak angkat lagi..hurmm..aku tak mrh pun la oiii..meradang aku mase tu jdnye..
then die angkat..rupenye semayang..aku tnye la smyg tobat ke?haha..smpt lgi aku nk wat lawak mase tu..
tibe2 keadaan jd tegang..grrr...aku da tak sedap ati..die ckp "saye wat smyg istikharah.." wallahhhhhh..
aku trus diam mase tu..die jek ckp..dr awal smpai akhir..
(tak perlula aku nyatakn ape yg die ckp..)
keputusannye..die ckp,die tak leh nk teruskan..
aku jwb ok..die terkejut.."awak ok ke?"
aku jwb "ok.."
setat dari hari itu..aku dah tak call die..
die takut aku wat ape2..die ari2 tpn..
tnye mcm2..ok ke.wat ape.jgn wat tak elok..
alorr..die ingt aku budak2 ke..hishh..
yg penting aku tak menangis..wah..aku rase aku dah kuat mase tu..
hehe..

satu ari aku sms gune hp ayah aku..
die call.."knp msg gune hp ayah?"
aku jwb, "saje..knp?"
di ckp.."jgn tuka no phone without noticing me.."
huhu..ye la2..kecoh.nak main2 pun tak leh..jd serious lak..

aku da kuat semenjak kes didie.
i dont even care what people tink.
tp aku nk jg perasaan aku jek skrg..
pnt jaga perasaan org tp tade sape nk jg perasaan aku..
HAPPYKAN ATI AKU NGN KWN2 AKU LG BAIK...HEHE

(cite nih lum abis..2 be continue...)

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12 comments:

  1. FynnMay 15, 2009 at 8:51 PM

    touchy^^

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  2. luvmeteddyMay 15, 2009 at 9:06 PM

    hehe..tade la fynna..just nk share bnde2 camnih.. :)..past story..but remain fresh in my mind..kan kan kan..

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  3. paanMay 15, 2009 at 9:23 PM

    khusyuk plak aku baca citer nie.macam cerpen.hehe.teruskan episod 2 ek..aku tgu.

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  4. tHe anIMateD bIJaNMay 16, 2009 at 1:18 AM

    kamu cool. heh =)

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  5. SalizaKadirMay 16, 2009 at 6:02 AM

    it will always be an advantage if you're experienced.so that you know how to deal with it.

    aku paling tak suka bila ada kawan kita baru break-up and there'll be another person keep on saying 'jangan nagis la..jangan nagis' is it possible to easily erase the feeling by just hearing people saying 'jangan nangis' i'll normally let them cry hard coz i simply now how it feels to hold back your feeling [apsal aku emo plak ni.dah2]

    walaupun kawan pernah buat kite runsing&marah.kawan jugak yang salu ada masa kita susah&sedih kan.time kasih zack ^_^

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  6. LunaMay 16, 2009 at 5:44 PM

    anda memang kuat...

    kalo terjadi pada saya:

    'awak, kita tak le teruskan...'

    'ok..'

    'awak ok?'

    'mestila!'

    'betol?'

    'yep! da la, nak gi cari boyfriend baru,'

    klik! (letak tefon)

    pastu nanges..

    oo...

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  7. R e b e lMay 17, 2009 at 8:21 PM

    if u love something let it go, if it comes back then that's how u know. nangis2 jugak la sape tak sedih, bila dah puas nangis set kan minda 'macam la aku hadap sangat'

    time dia nak balik tu la ko is the boss miahahaha, kuasa di tangan ko.

    experience sendiri.

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  8. siti nur aishah hj jalilMay 18, 2009 at 11:49 PM

    CINTA..mmg kejam..tapi dalam cinta xakanade siapa yang salah atau betul..so, neva giv up to search for one dat will appreciate us n accept us 4 wat it is..huhu (=_=)

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  9. bspotgurlMay 19, 2009 at 2:10 AM

    Terima semuanya as part of kehidupan. Mesti kuat hadapi hari-hari mendatang okay.. Cayalah

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  10. luvmeteddyMay 20, 2009 at 10:49 PM

    paan--> ye ye..nnti saye teruskan..saba ye..byk keje..hehe

    the animated bijan --> kene pura2 cool walaupun tak cool..hehe..ati Tuhan saje yg tau..saye kene kuat..chaiyok3...ehe

    saliza kadir--> dear,thnx for being there..alwayz give yr shoulder to be rent..hehe.. ye la..aku suke kalo pihak lg satu tu dengar jekkkk..jgn kondem2..all this about destiny..we shouldnt know aite...

    luna -->hehe..sedey mmg la sedih..but on that time,i did not know where the strenght come from..ilek ajekk..tapi sunyi...ngeee >D

    rebel --> hmm..tp tatau la ima..is that true aku boss skrng nih?wink3..haha..tah la..

    siti nur aisyah jalil --> yes dear..dont give up kan..huhu..there alwyz a good path for anyone..

    bspotgurl --> thnx sis..chaiyok2,,,hehe

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  11. Masnira NyonyaMay 20, 2009 at 10:52 PM

    hey..touching nyer..tp u cool giler erk...
    entah2 nangis dlm toilet..heheheheh

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  12. luvmeteddyMay 20, 2009 at 11:28 PM

    it'z me nyonya -->hehe..definately sure mase nih tak menangis..hish2..skrg nih i use to fren with him..ok je..no hard feeling..hehe..

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